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2008/05/31 HmmmmGina and I have been sitting in a coffee shop for the past two hours trying to write. This is what we have to show for it:
Jack
Squat
Time to close the lid and enjoy the hang. After my last two posts, I'm surprised at myself that I don't feel a little more stressed. I suppose if I were sitting across from Joe-don't-know-you-very-well-but-we-set-up-this-co-write-and-so-we-should-probably-try-and-write-something-Johnson I would be stressed. Since it's Gina-known-you-for-22-years-and-I-get-your-kids-if-you-die-and-I-might-even-give-you-an-organ-if-you-need-one-Boe, I'm not stressed. I'm just happy.
Ok, so, Gina just posted a comment on my previous blog, so I'm going to go read it now. You should too, since she's giggling in a naughty way right now. 2008/05/30 Remembering the BeginningI've been writing like a fool this week. It takes me back to the days when I first started writing. Because my kids are home for the summer, I don't have large chunks of time to spare. So, I weave the writing around dropping kids off, changing wash, vacuuming the stairs, picking kids up, yadda yadda. The similarity to years ago is that my mind isn't on all the stuff to do during the day. My mind is how I can get the stuff done so I can write. Even while I was planning my set for worship this week, (my favorite job besides band practice) my mind was on a lyric.
It feels good. I was starting to wonder if I would ever hunger to write like this again. Next week, I may not feel this way.
But for today, I'm thankful, and enjoying being pre-occupied with how to make the most out of four syllable lines in a verse melody one of my co-writers has sent me. 2008/05/29 I'm a coffee drinking...Word loving...ellipses abusing...picture taking.....songwriting....Seinfeldaholic. What are you? "Subculture: a social group within a national culture that has distinctive patterns of behavior and beliefs"
A few months ago I blogged about people who collect ferrets. The entire time I was watching this program about ferret collectors, I was experiencing this duality of being grossed out and impressed at the same time. They were so passionate (impressive) about rodents. (gross...and I don't want to hear about how they're not rodents but part of the weasel family...it doesn't help...i'm still grossed out) They were so loving (impressive) towards their weasels, (again..gross...) and they were willing to give up huge amounts of time, energy, money and space in their houses (impressive, well, maybe morbidly fascinating) so that these animals could frolic and cavort without boundaries. Ferrets stink. They stink a lot, even if you bathe them. (I don't even need to say gross here...oh wait....i just did) Some of these people had dozens of them. There were moments that I thought I could actually smell those ferrets through the television. And don't tell me they don't stink. My friend Corey was a part of that subculture and he said that no matter what anyone tells you, they stink. He defected from the subculture because of the smell. But apparently, to ferret lovers, the smell of a ferret is the smell of love in a little furry package.
The point of this blog is not to rip on ferret collectors. It should have been, because I've probably made that point better than I'm going to make my other point. Sorry for that. I don't mean any harm to them. I just don't get them. And, this certainly isn't a my-subculture-against-your-subculture kind of blog. There's room for all of us (unless you're harmful or dangerous)
My real point is this: I'm a part of a sub-culture or ten. Some, I'm a part of because of reasons I can't help. Others, I'm a part of by choice. It's the "by choice" subcultures that fascinate me. One of the things that struck me as I was hanging out with songwriters, is that they are one of my favorite subcultures. These creative, passionate, sensitive, generous, intense, talented, hilarious, insecure, self-deprecating, random, a-d-d people are my people. And to someone who doesn't share the love of songwriting, we may appear to be very...well.....weird. A ferret collector may not get me. That's cool. I like my subculture, and I'm sticking with it. To all you ferret folk out there....more power to ya. You're not hurting anyone, so enjoy the company of your animals and their owners, and I shall enjoy the company of songwriters and their songs. Who knows, some of the songwriters I know may own ferrets.
One of the ferret collectors on the show wrote a song about her ferret. She's got her toes dipped in both subculture pools.
One of those toes doesn't smell as bad as the other toe, I can bet you that much anyway.
Ok. So here are a few subcultures I belong to:
1. Songwriters/musicians
2. Gardeners
3. Bloggers.
4. Shutterbugs
5. Seinfeldaholics
6. Coffee drinkers
7. Stay at home moms
8. Christians
9. Pasty cornfield dwellers
10. Ellipses abusers... ... ...
Your turn. I want to hear a few of the subcultures you belong to! 2008/05/27 UnpackingMy suitcase is still on the floor.
Half of the stuff is still in it.
That's the way I feel about my thoughts regarding the retreat;
like I still have so much to unpack and put in the right place.
What I've unpacked so far:
inspiration
encouragement
motivation
gratitude
fond thoughts of spending time with old writer friends
and a few new writer friends
Smiles at the thought of the fun I had playing word games with
WRITERS....
(Dang, that was fun!!!)
I came home with a full suitcase.
But, I left a few things back in Indiana as well.
Some of the bad stuff that takes the pen from my hand.
(not 20 pounds though....I still have that, plus a few. The food was great!)
I'm not expecting my life to change in any big way because of the retreat. I'm just trying to enjoy how renewed I feel right now.
God is good.
Writing is a gift.
I am blessed.
P.S. Sue Smith has a new blog addy: http://www.writeaboutjesus.com/Sues_Blog/Blog/Blog.html
So does Bill! http://billsblahblog.blogspot.com/
So does Gina!! http://lifeonprimrose.spaces.live.com/
check them out!
2008/05/21 Mad Props To My Bad SelfI leave in a few hours. My brain is on overload trying to get everything ready.
The girls' last day of school was today. They got out at 11:30. In the middle of my own personal intracranial mayhem:
i remembered to
pick them up
from school
what is a "prop" anyway?
2008/05/19 Before I GoI'm headed to a writer's retreat this weekend. I've heard amazing things about this retreat. It's my first time. I'm terrified and excited, but mostly terrified.
Here's my To Do List:
1. Wash
2. Grocery shop
3. Pack
4. Plan worship set
5. Run rehearsal
6. Pray for what and who I'm leaving behind
7. Pray about where I'm headed and for those I'm headed towards
8. Hug my kids every time they get within
arm's reach...ok my husband, too
9. Write
9a. Hug my kids and ok..my husband
10. Jettison the lesser
things from my mind
goodbye fear. insecurity....you're going overboard. travel anxiety....hit the road.
thoughts that it might be possible to still lose 20 pounds before Wednesday...run for the hills.
Lord, may You fill this dry well, and then help me to pour out lavishly. 2008/05/15 ArrestedSaw The Police last night.
Sting is too cool for cool.
The guy is UH-MAY-ZING, and every bit as good as he ever was.
I had a crush on Stuart Copeland in jr. high. Seriously, I barely noticed Sting back then. It was all about Stuart,
who hasn't changed much, except the hair is gray.
I didn't even have a glimmer of the old crush last night. Bart was relieved.
Did I mention that Sting is too cool for cool?......
2008/05/10 Some Things Never Change....And Then Other Things....Jenna had 2 track meets this week. She was terrified. I told her about a gajillion times that everyone has butterflies before their event. I remember laying in bed the morning of a track meet trying to figure out some kind of malady that had struck me in the night, so I could get out of going. The knowledge that her mother suffered as greatly as she was didn't seem to help the nerves.
She's growing up. But it's funny how sometimes when I look at her, I still see that gentle, happy 2 year old looking back at me, asking if she can have "moon highkeen." (more ice cream).
Ok. I don't want to talk about this anymore. *sniff*
Ok...if anyone can give me some clues on how to make your pics bigger in my blog entry, could you leave a comment? Thanks. The Management 2008/05/08 Thank You, and Yay!My mother in law does NOT NEED SURGERY!!!!!
She met with the neurosurgeon and they decided not to do the surgery. The tumor is not cancerous, it's in a good spot, and isn't growing right now. She will head to Mayo every six months to check to see if it grows. We are thankful, and are so appreciative of all of your prayers.
Thank you for your prayers! 2008/05/07 I'm Half of It AnywayOk, so Joel called today, and we got to talking about brilliant people we know. Joel was telling me about a couple of people he knows who are like....over the top kind of brilliant...and how, though brilliant, they lack skills in the practical, everyday kind of way. You know, like they forget their own phone numbers, and don't remember to pay their bills, and drive old dumpy cars because they're too pre-occupied with being geniuses at whatever they're geniuses at to care about things like cars, and bills, and phone numbers.
I kid you not, right in the middle of our phone conversation, Sarah's school principal called on my land line to tell me that I HAD FORGOTTEN MY CHILD AT SCHOOL. Sarah had been sitting at the school for over an hour, waiting:
FOR HER BRILLIANT-BUT-AIRHEADED-MINUS-THE-BRILLIANT-PART-MOTHER.
2008/05/05 .JESUS DRAW ME EVER NEARER
(May This Journey)
Margaret Becker, Keith Getty
Jesus draw me ever nearer
As I labor through the storm
You have called me to this passage
And I'll follow, though I'm worn
CHORUS
May this journey bring a blessing
May I rise on wings of faith
And at the end of my heart's testing
With your likeness let me wake
Jesus guide me through the tempest
Keep my spirit staid and sure
When the midnight meets the morning
Let me love You even more
May this journey bring a blessing
May I rise on wings of faith
And at the end of my heart's testing
With your likeness let me wake
Let the treasures of the trial
Form within me as I go
And at the end of this long passage
Let me leave them at Your throne
May this journey bring a blessing
May I rise on wings of faith
And at the end of my heart's testing
With your likeness let me wake 2008/05/04 The Perfect Sunday Afternoon Activity, By: SarahSarah and I were riding in the car today. It got quiet for a minute, and she broke the silence with:
"You know what I really want to do right now?"
"what?"
"I just want to go to a park and hang on something. I like to do that."
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